Sometimes I need this space to say things, to just say them, to who I don't care, I don't really care who's reading this blog and who gives a damn. It's my life and I'm going to live it the best way I know how because I can. And now at this moment in time I feel the need to say whats on my mind so I'm going to. I'm sick of the judgement and hate the mind games, if you think you can live my life any better than me then I'd love to see you try. The last few weeks have been tough to say the least. I can't wait for this month to be over and it's only mid month. I dunno I just don't feel like life is enough at the moment. Like life itself is not enough to keep me alive and that's a scary thought. Every day I wake up and I'm one day closer to dying. But isn't everybody? Of course they are! Because that's life and it's beautiful and magic and tragic and that's why I love it...
Health update to follow sometime in the week
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Sending some smiles!
4 weeks ago